| | Reality?....no, nightmare. Time for a change of heart
Sometimes it's difficult to perceive dreaming from reality until you fully wake up. The worst type of nightmare though is a reoccurring one in the same night. When you think that you've escaped from the nightmare after waking up once, it haunts you again when you fall back asleep. This very incident happened to me last night. Now if this was just a regular old nightmare I had because of a scary movie I've seen, I think I'd be able to handle it, but this one was completely different. It's the type of nightmare that reminds you that life is short and you should live with no regrets.
What I'm trying to say is, last night, I had a dream that...actually let me go into a little bit of detail, very little.
Basically in my dream, my mom just came back from work and like always she ate rice and was going to sleep..it all took place in the morning in my dream. She was pretty silent as she ate, and then after, she did the strangest thing...well not really strange, but it's almost as if she knew something. She smiled at me this odd smile, almost as if she was saying goodbye through her mind, and then she went into her room, closed the door, and went to sleep. The next thing I remember in my dream was we found my mom dead. She died peacefully in her sleep. I remember crying countless times in my dream because I regretted many things that I should've done before this happened. I kept thinking to myself in my dream, and praying, "Please say she's not really dead. Theres so much we have to do. She can't just die. Please bring her back to life." Then, I woke up. When I woke up, I remember praying to god, "Please let that only remain a nightmare, please don't let that happen." So then, I went back to sleep, and the same thing happened, but this time it was almost as if I was given another chance, but it still happened. Soon however, my mom actually came back from work in the morning, and I completely woke up, and after she went to the basement, I thanked God over and over for not letting my nightmare happen. (*ok maybe the details weren't so little)
Now I'm a person that rarely believes in signs from god, well actually not rarely, I mean I do believe in signs, but just not when it comes to marriage or things like that. So anyway, I think god, or maybe just my conscience, is trying to tell me that I should have a change of heart because I'm never going to know when something devastating may happen. So I should live life to the fullest, and live without any regrets. I should especially show more consideration and care for my parents. I mean I love them and all, but sometimes it's hard to show it. So from now on, lifes gonna be different, and I'll change it for the better. This is also for all of you too. You should live life to the fullest because when something does happen, you'll know that you have nothing to regret.
hopefully, I'll have a good dream tonight
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| | Posted 7/7/2009 9:59 PM - 9 Views - 2 eProps - 4 comments
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