Today we SEN10RS graduate...it's been so long....I feel a bit sad. It's almost as if there's a big void space in my life now. No school to go to...no intense projects to procrastinate on....no fierce scary teachers...It's all completely over. Wow. Just Wow. That's all I have to say. As we scrambled in Hofstra's cafeteria to find our teacher and to organize ourselves in the lines we enter in with..I felt a bit depressed that school's going to be over in just 2 hours. But as the ceremony passed and the speeches were presented, I learned that the end is a new beginning, and that I should quit living in the past, and look toward the future. School is over. It's time for a change. I now leave that high school Remya behind as I embark on a new journey. It's a scary thought, but still exciting. I'll also start a new xanga account, which I'll post on here soon because I want to start afresh. This account will still remain, however, as a journal recording my past experiences. So goodbye anime4lyfe27...you were a good home to me when I needed to rant on about my life. I will really miss writing here...bye anime4lyfe27.
It's amazing how much can change in a decade. I mean, so much has changed since I was 8 years old. Yeah you're probably thinking "What an idiot..you never realized???" Well actually, I sort of didn't, because I realized that when you live in the same house with the same people for a long time, you don't notice anything changing.
I was watching our House Warming video from back in 2000 when we first moved into this house, and damn, a lot has changed. I was a wee little 8 year old then. No worries about anything. Just living a great carefree life. My only worry being if I'll get a GameBoy Advance or not.
At about 9:15 PM today, my mom and I were driving back home after dropping my friend off. She lives just three blocks and a busy road away from me. I asked my mom if I can drive because well, I have my license. What's the point of it if I can't drive? So we dropped her off, and started driving back home. I asked if I could turn at the first Stop sign, but my mom suggested the second one because that side is less busy. I followed her orders and went.
* And note, normally, I don't go driving with my mom because she's too scared to take me. She thinks I really suck at driving, so when I'm with her, I try to impress her with my driving....never works really. Oh and if you're wondering, I drive with my parents even after I got my license because they don't trust me with the car. Isn't that awesome?
So I waited at the blinking stop light, and I was about to turn when the light suddenly turned green. Everything felt so fast. I heard my mom yell "Wait! Stop!" Before I knew it, a car zoomed right past the front of our car. It came out of nowhere! At the time I was about to turn I checked, and I didn't see anyone coming! It all happened so fast....if I turned any faster..who knows what could have happened. The worst part is my mom was right next to me, and that was the side the car was coming from. I'm so thankful that god was with us! Thank you to all of you gods that helped us today!
Aside from feeling shocked, I'm sort of pissed =P This just gives my parents more of a reason to not give me the car. But maybe that's a good thing. I did have a dream once where I completely wrecked the car with my crappy driving, so maybe it's best that I wait =).
So I was reading one of my old posts that I wrote in the beginning of senior year, and I realized I didn't do any of the things that I scheduled for myself. No long hours of studying, or exercising, maybe dancing, but that's about it. I can't ever stick to one repeating cycle of activities. I always switch it up, and do what I want when I want, but that's not going to work out so well in a few months when I attend college 0_0.
Yeah, in there I mentioned I'm going to make the best of senior year. I guess in some cases it worked out, but in other cases, not so much, but there were some memories to be cherished for a lifetime. I won't forget you E-Merge =)
An Awesome Memory (I'm the loser who's in the middle in the beginning)
